•September 15, 2010 • Leave a Comment

there’s something different when i see your eyes. but i really don’t know what it is.

feels like there’s some pretends on it.

i know we’re same. that’s why i want to help you, i want to be near you, i want to hold you.

the point is i want you to be more real. i want you to be as you.

i don’t know what it feels called. but obviously i feel glad when i’m with you..
maybe because there’s the same thing within us, may also be other things that I did not realize, or maybe i realized it but i didn’t wanna face it.

but now i couldn’t do anything with you.

because this world’s so naive, this world’s so full of rules, full of fake.

maybe in another life, in another world..
when i meet you again, i’ll tell you everything that i feel. i’ll give you everything that i have.
i’ll shout out your name a thousand times.

so now, i just can keep it by me, by myself. and i can do that only in my dreams.


favorites skins quotes o_O

•July 26, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Skins quotes that I like:

“I’m young, brown and I know how to get down. What more could you want?” – Anwar Kharrel

“Love love love… What’s it good for?.. Absoutely nothing” – Effy Stonem

“It’s you and me babe. It’s always gonna be you and me” – Cook

“Well, I do want you, So be brave, and want me back!” – Katie Fitch

“What can I say, I like pills.” – Chris Miles

“I like girls, no I like a girl, no I love her. Ok I love her ” – Emily Fitch

“I’m useless, that’s why I’m here.” – Pandora

“I will remember everything” – Tony Stonem

“Oh my giddy, giddy, giddy…” – JJ

“Effy, I’ve come to tell you…  (Kisses Effy) now I’ve told you okay… now you know.” – Freddie

My thoughts..

•July 24, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Lately I always think about relationship. I don’t know why, but it was like came on its own. A lot of my friend busy with their relationship. Happiness, weakness, sadness, boredom, blablabla etc.

Sometime I thought that I want one. but when I catch some one, which occurred then opposite. I felt like I love my single, my freedom. Even I feel that I don’t need to have a boyfriend, I want to directly get married someday.

And however, all these thoughts reminded me of the movie 500 days of summer, about the girl who named Summer Finn.

Especially on her opinion about a relationship,

McKenzie: [drunk] So do you have a boyfriend?

Summer: No.

McKenzie: Why not?

Summer: Because I don’t want one.

McKenzie: Come on; I don’t believe that.

Summer: You don’t believe that a woman could enjoy being free and independent?

McKenzie: Are you a lesbian?

Summer: [laughing] No I’m not a lesbian. I just, don’t feel comfortable being anyone’s girlfriend. I don’t actually feel comfortable being anyone’s anything.

McKenzie: I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Summer: Really?

McKenzie: Nope.

Summer: Ok, let me break it down for you–

McKenzie: Break it down!

Summer: Ok. I, like being on my own. I think relationships are messy and people’s feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We’re young, we live in one of the most beautiful cities in the world; might as well have fun while we can and, save the serious stuff for later.

not me, but the sun..

•May 4, 2010 • Leave a Comment

that yellow like my sun, sun? LOL but yeah… my 2nd sun after the real sunny,

it could makes me happy, makes me sensitive, makes me blah blah blah, makes me sleep, makes me attractive then sometime it makes me feel couldn’t stop random-ing my head. like now, it feels like they’re around and around with fast in there. I really wanna sleep but can’t. am not sleepy at all. it sucks. even I have to wake early on this morning, F!

well, maybe you don’t understand about what that I wrote here but just read it and try to put yourself into mine, maybe you’ll get the mean.

now, am on my friend’s house. am on her room, on her side then she left me to sleep, hhh. but it’s ok, maybe she’s tired, yep.. I know it well, she must be tired.

many things that I wanna tell here, but yeah.. it’s stuck on my head.


*yawn, suddenly feel sleepy. LMFAO —–> weird

yayaya, I know you thought me if I annoying, freak, weird, strengh, or anyfuckthingy.. whatever

or you thought me wanna show off or proud of it, nu’uh.. you’re wrong..absolutely wrong. this is my blog, then I just wanna share it in here. it means nothing.

if you wanna check it, wanna see it, read it… welcome, with my pleasure. but if you don’t like it, well… that’s your rights, no hard feeling 🙂

*yawn (again).. heavy eyes and freaky head, yuck!

well, better I go to bed now…

goodnigth sleeptigh

ILY my 2nd sun, my yellow, and y’all. peoples on earth, whoever you are

(FYI   70% = sun who talking, 30% = me)


hands over eyes ears and mouth

•April 28, 2010 • Leave a Comment

Look at the three angles who covering their eyes, ears, and mouth.

the point is, just try to use your heart and your head,

not only with lust.

stamp for the real loser

•April 28, 2010 • Leave a Comment

a person who loses doesn’t mean a loser, a defeat is the beginning of the victory.

and people who call others as a loser, they should get stamp LOSER label on their forehead,

because those who can’t appreciate things and considers themself better from others is the real loser.

this is your life

•April 28, 2010 • Leave a Comment

“dance like nobody’s watching, laugh like you don’t care, sing like no one will hear you!,

you are who you are and who you are wanna be, don’t be others.

This is your life, and just do it!”